here's a random thought while listening to some sappy love song at work: falling out of love is a process that can take months or years to happen....at first you try to salvage your feelings so you try to deny the fact that your feelings aren't as intense as it was before. But, as time goes by, you get sick of trying to make up excuses as to why you should stay. I beat myself up about having a change of heart but in the end, i chose to forgive myself because it isn't my fault i fell out of love...i did not expect to fall out of love. When i finally learned to accept that fact, i was no longer hurting inside. It felt so liberating to finally be true to myself; to what i feel.
